For you, My Dear

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life." - Bob Marley 

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Anyhoo, this is something I want my friends 'True and Real Friends' to read because in them, I found the person described above. I couldn't thank them enough. Indeed, it's very odd to meet people that you could consider as your true friend. You could only count 'em in your fingers. Thank God, I'm blessed with few. Definitely. they know who they are.  I love you from the bottom of my heart. <3

Last Friday of the Year

Two weeks ago, the same day, Allah grant me another year of living. A day filled with surprise and love from my family and friends. Alhamdulillah! Day after, the wrath of nature, had change the life of every residents of Iligan and CDO surprisingly. A thousand of souls were lost and a hundreds of homes were hit by the devastating storm. There are still missing dead bodies yet. And up to now, disasters are continuously disrupting other parts of the country. It's sad though, very heartbreaking! I wish I could do something big for them. May Allah bless their souls. Ugh. 

Although, things happened for a reason. Allah has better plans for us, He knows best. This kind of unfortuitous events might be a reminder for us to feed our Iman. It's a blessing! Be thankful then that we are given the chance to repent and to cleanse our soul. Let's all grab this privilege that God has sent to us. Life is short, we  never know when  it will end. Tss.

Anyhow, another week has passed and never did it come to my sense. Time really runs so fast. Three more days to go and classes will resume. Everything will be back to its abnormal state, I mean literally, which is I'm not yet ready to face-off. I should be on a panic mode now. Hoho! *inhale-exhale* School demands too much of my attention even on my December break. I refused to go with my father in Manila just because of this 'effin  FS, 'Pestibility Study', as how our professor named it. lol. I was supposedly having a good time right now. Thus, I don't regret anything about it. I don't like the feeling of spending vacay with guilt inside me nor do I like to leave my group mates behind. (Woohoo, bravo! They should give me an award for this. XD)  Maybe I could experience a full blast vacation at some other time after college. But, for now, I have to clinch myself with these silly academic matters.

Nonetheless, today is the last Friday of the year. So, how did you spend it? I hope you do have meaningful one, for every Friday passes, is special. To me, of course, I did the usual routine. Yet, to make it momentous, I read the surah 'Yasin' to send my prayers for the people who are in crisis, in calamity and in sickness especially for Mindanao. I hope for their early recovery. In shaa Allah!

"Verily, in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest." ☺

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Glad tidings! ♥

Here I am again trying to invade the world of blogging but with another account and different site since I can't retrieve my old site anymore. So, I might just leave it that way and embrace this new one. I miss blogging. I miss being expressive and of course ranting as well. I'm a blabber y'know.

Will you believe that I used to be an introvert human kind? Unbelievably true! Haha. Personally, I'm the kind of girl who doesn't t tend to share too much of herself to anyone. To others, I'm nobody, someone that is unknown. I do prefer to listen. And that maybe the reason why most of my friends love to spare some of their secrets to me. Tss.

But, hey! I made this one to unleash the other side of me. This time, the entries would be more personalized and no more re-blogging. I would only post what comes from within me, my personal experience and my own sentiments. Plus, I would love to keep memories in here.

To all my readers (if there's any), whether you are a stalker or a friend,  I thank you for stumbling upon my blog. I know I'm not a good blogger and or perhaps a writer as well. But, with the thought that you are interested about my existence, I appreciate it a lot. Nevertheless, what you have read, just live it here. Okaaay? Uh-huh! ☺

What more else I could say? Oh well, I love my initial template as well as the blog title which is inspired from the song of Coheed and Cambria. Hmmm, I guess it would be a better way to start the year of 2012 then. Advance Happy New Year! May we all be filled with love and blessings this year of 2012. Ciao.

Love,
Najieva