Our Roads are Gonna Cross Again

ONE

As what my mom had promised to me, she pay me of having an out-of-town short vacation with her. It’s already eleven thirty noon. The plane circled the airport twice and I felt the smooth dropping begin. The wheels bumped ground. The engines roared. As I look out the window, the terminal was just below and the temperature outside is far different from the chilliness I felt inside the plane. My mom began to handed down our bags as well as me stirred from excitement.

When the line of passengers began to move, we walked down to the aisle and out into the chute that led to terminal. Nate, a third degree cousin of mine, will meet us on the airport. As we emerged into the terminal, we looked for him in the crowd at the gate. My mom saw him and she waved at him. He began sidling his way towards us and just like the sort of thing most people do to arriving travelers, he kissed and embraced my mom. I only glance at him warily and he said “Hey Stella, nice to see you again”. He carried our bags heading to the car. We walked the short distance to the car.

We’re on our way to Nate’s residence to where we are going to spend the rest of our stay here in Manila. So, as I was saying to myself earlier right after we laid down to the plane, I’m going to have a good stay in here. Then again, welcome to the nostalgic city.

We drove the few miles in silence, listening to the old songs had been playing in the radio. I just stare outside the window and gazing every view on the road, the buildings and the like. It took almost 2 hours of arriving home yet I haven’t feel any starvation may be because of the warm pleasure I felt. 

We’re only a few of remaining blocks away. Tita Lily, Nate’s mom, meet us halfway from the gate. She held out her arms in welcome and hugged me, pressing her face against mine. She told us tenderly “Welcome home!”. 

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This is something I wrote a year ago and until now I haven't finish it. lol. I almost forgot how the plot is going to be like. Poor me! Oh well, I'll save it here just so in case my nerves want to make some add-ups to this fiction-attempts of mine. Hahaa!

My Heart Skips A Beat

This season of love is about to end. How was yours? Was it happily in love, desperately broken, getting complicated, staying single or let me insert the new so-called relationship status 'Unofficially yours to someone'? Tehee. For sure, there were many who could relate to the last status I am referring to because even me can relate though. Admit it, I know right. Uh-huh! Eliminate the word M.U., laos na yan e 'Malabong Ugnayan' puwede pa siguro. Hahaa! Unofficially yours na daw ngayon. Chos lang.

Oh well, this is not the main issue that I'm trying to blab about not even the movie of John Lloyd and Angel. I haven't watch it yet. Harhar. K. Let me have this night to share some tidbits of my crazy-little-thing-called-love stories. Tsaar! Cause tomorrow I might drop out my heart from this illusion. lol. 

I have started this month with love and love and love. Never-ending love. lol. I'm receiving too much love from my family and friends. What's more funnier is when you are being treated special by an unexpected person who came to be someone special to you also. Haaaar! So, let me start this with a text message from my lola, it says:

 'Slm 2 u. OLE, KMSTk jan camign. Pumunta ako bhy nu monday wl kau ni BB, AKALA mO nakakalimutan ko kau. D2 me Byang fyn nshaALLAH. Lv u.'. 

She thought I'm still at Camiguin that time. Uhm,that was the first very heart-warming sweet message I ever received during the first day of the month. Wala lang, that was the first time kasi that my Ina tell me those words 'I LOVE YOU' kahit shortcut ang pagkakasabi, kinulang man ng letter 'u', it still means a lot. Hahaha! WINNER! :"">>>

And then, Wedenesday noon, I wake up from a short nap, someone's left me a message in my inbox. Another awe-inspiring message. Teheee! 

He: It's nice to start this month reading a letter from someone so special to me. It feels like heaven reading those sweet, comforting words! Thank you so much to my _____ for the love, care and friendship! You will always be in my heart. :)

Awww. After reading, I was like can I jump my heart out for joy now? Hahaa! Sobrang natouch lang ako sa sinabi niya. Plus, can I quote and quote those words 'someone SO special to me'. Oh! That's too much. That overwhelming feeling when you are special to someone special. Pamahaw Espesyal ang show! :p My heart skips a beat then. Har har har.

By the way, I give him a letter. A letter that he requested to me. Request granted naman. HAHAHA. I was a bit too shy to give it to him. Mushy words are flowing which is so not me. Hahaa! For the record, he's the only man so far na nabigyan ko ng letter. As in. To my surprise, he actually took a photo of it. Nakita ko lang sa album niya. HAHA. Thanks to you. <I hope you know not about this blog.>

"Love and Respect, flower on the same branch."

There's reason behind those words which I can't barely share. :p

On the Day of Hearts, I almost forgot that on 14th it's Valentines day not until he greet me the night before.  He did greet me again early morning. Ayeee. Yeeees, cheese balls start pouring over my head again. Hahaha! Little things that make you special, it's crazy! HAHAHA. But hey, I don't celebrate heart's day. I just want to cherish the feeling that I am remembered during that day. Weeeh. And I might sing as well this short line, "I'm trying hard not to resist a joy. My heart skips a bit." hahaha!

Anyhoo, beyond those actions, I don't want to expect anything from him although he did a lot of things that really makes me feel I'm loved. Cause If I expect, I just might invite disappointments in which in the end that's too hard to handle. So, better not to. I just want to keep and enjoy what we have right now. I'm happy knowing that I occupy some space in his heart. May it be small or big. I don't bother so long as he do. So long as we're special friends, that will always matter. Nothing more. 

He give me a purse with a 5-peso coin inside on it. I asked him, why did he left such. He said, when you give a purse or wallet to someone, you should put any value in it. Aww. Rest assured, I'll keep it the way he have value me. Tsaaar! :))   

Somehow, I thank him for making my heart skipped a beat! At least, in a very odd way, pinapakilig niya ako. lol

I MISS YOU.

The Return of the Come Back

Hooohooray! Holala! I'm so back! :"> I've been MIA since the last time I blogged. It's already been a month. So, did you miss me? Cause I miss you too like crazy. Harhar! Pardon me for being idle these days since my academic life consume too much of my time that almost hinders me from blogging more often. 

Hell days in school is almost killing me softly, kidding aside though! But somehow, YES, it is making me physically, mentally and emotionally weak. Haha! Thanks to my body, mind and soul for not giving up on me. Graces to God. Keribels pa din! Inhale, exhale. Hahaa! K. Enough for bragging about school. I'm tired about it. There's no point of complaining when it's already become a routine. Anyway, our immunity system can safeguard though. Hahaha! I hope so. Whoa! 

Anyways, too glad that tomorrow is our college foundation day. Meaning, classes are suspended! I couldn't thank enough the said event for having me this night with no worries for any acctg-related stuffs. Pause for acads muna, just tonight! Hyea! Cheers for that! So, lemme have this night to spare some thoughts with you on a separate post. This might be non-sense, WARNING. loljk! I've miss a lot like really. Tsss

Photo taken awhile ago right after I arrived home from school. Haggard much noh? Tsss. Plus, those itchy pimples. Hohoho! The prize of being stressed. Hugs and kisses to y'all. <3