My Heart Skips A Beat

This season of love is about to end. How was yours? Was it happily in love, desperately broken, getting complicated, staying single or let me insert the new so-called relationship status 'Unofficially yours to someone'? Tehee. For sure, there were many who could relate to the last status I am referring to because even me can relate though. Admit it, I know right. Uh-huh! Eliminate the word M.U., laos na yan e 'Malabong Ugnayan' puwede pa siguro. Hahaa! Unofficially yours na daw ngayon. Chos lang.

Oh well, this is not the main issue that I'm trying to blab about not even the movie of John Lloyd and Angel. I haven't watch it yet. Harhar. K. Let me have this night to share some tidbits of my crazy-little-thing-called-love stories. Tsaar! Cause tomorrow I might drop out my heart from this illusion. lol. 

I have started this month with love and love and love. Never-ending love. lol. I'm receiving too much love from my family and friends. What's more funnier is when you are being treated special by an unexpected person who came to be someone special to you also. Haaaar! So, let me start this with a text message from my lola, it says:

 'Slm 2 u. OLE, KMSTk jan camign. Pumunta ako bhy nu monday wl kau ni BB, AKALA mO nakakalimutan ko kau. D2 me Byang fyn nshaALLAH. Lv u.'. 

She thought I'm still at Camiguin that time. Uhm,that was the first very heart-warming sweet message I ever received during the first day of the month. Wala lang, that was the first time kasi that my Ina tell me those words 'I LOVE YOU' kahit shortcut ang pagkakasabi, kinulang man ng letter 'u', it still means a lot. Hahaha! WINNER! :"">>>

And then, Wedenesday noon, I wake up from a short nap, someone's left me a message in my inbox. Another awe-inspiring message. Teheee! 

He: It's nice to start this month reading a letter from someone so special to me. It feels like heaven reading those sweet, comforting words! Thank you so much to my _____ for the love, care and friendship! You will always be in my heart. :)

Awww. After reading, I was like can I jump my heart out for joy now? Hahaa! Sobrang natouch lang ako sa sinabi niya. Plus, can I quote and quote those words 'someone SO special to me'. Oh! That's too much. That overwhelming feeling when you are special to someone special. Pamahaw Espesyal ang show! :p My heart skips a beat then. Har har har.

By the way, I give him a letter. A letter that he requested to me. Request granted naman. HAHAHA. I was a bit too shy to give it to him. Mushy words are flowing which is so not me. Hahaa! For the record, he's the only man so far na nabigyan ko ng letter. As in. To my surprise, he actually took a photo of it. Nakita ko lang sa album niya. HAHA. Thanks to you. <I hope you know not about this blog.>

"Love and Respect, flower on the same branch."

There's reason behind those words which I can't barely share. :p

On the Day of Hearts, I almost forgot that on 14th it's Valentines day not until he greet me the night before.  He did greet me again early morning. Ayeee. Yeeees, cheese balls start pouring over my head again. Hahaha! Little things that make you special, it's crazy! HAHAHA. But hey, I don't celebrate heart's day. I just want to cherish the feeling that I am remembered during that day. Weeeh. And I might sing as well this short line, "I'm trying hard not to resist a joy. My heart skips a bit." hahaha!

Anyhoo, beyond those actions, I don't want to expect anything from him although he did a lot of things that really makes me feel I'm loved. Cause If I expect, I just might invite disappointments in which in the end that's too hard to handle. So, better not to. I just want to keep and enjoy what we have right now. I'm happy knowing that I occupy some space in his heart. May it be small or big. I don't bother so long as he do. So long as we're special friends, that will always matter. Nothing more. 

He give me a purse with a 5-peso coin inside on it. I asked him, why did he left such. He said, when you give a purse or wallet to someone, you should put any value in it. Aww. Rest assured, I'll keep it the way he have value me. Tsaaar! :))   

Somehow, I thank him for making my heart skipped a beat! At least, in a very odd way, pinapakilig niya ako. lol

I MISS YOU.