Good Morning and Salaaam! :)
Time really has a way of passing by. I haven't noticed that today's already Friday. Masha Allah! May this day be blessed ahead of you. Anyhow, waking up early this morning with a very hopeful heart is the only thing I could hold on to, to put some light on my face. Praying still that all is well. Hearing those beautiful words of Allah was very soul uplifting, it gives me hope. Subhanallah!
Anyhow, my family is facing trials these days. I think it all started this month when our Bunso was got into hospital because her stomach was infected by some sort of bacteria. And after her recovery, I followed. I was sick for a week before my grad. I thought I couldn't march anymore because I was really too weak that time. My fever is on and off. Thank God, I have survived and still kicking.
But then I thought that was the end of our doom days. Here comes again, when my Ama was confined Sunday early morning because he has a high fever and some disorders were found out by the doctor. No need to enumerate 'em cause it's way too depressing. Tss. I know he'll live longer. Yes, he will! In shaa Allah. And there comes a time again, in the middle of the night of Tuesday, my sister was rushed into hospital because she vomited blood. This has something to do with her lungs. And up to now, she's not yet home. I hope for her early and fast recovery. :'((
How can I even sleep well every night, lying in my couch so safe and sound, when the rest of my family is having a hard time in hospital? It really breaks my heart! And I always fell-off into tears each time my mom called because I know in their hearts, they're trying to be emotionally strong. Tsksk. And because I am the 'ate' of this family, I am stuck here at home. Parenting my other siblings. Home is so gloomy, very sad! It's lacking of people I loved. And I can't dare to spend more a day in this house without them. Buhuu! Please come home soon. We miss you so much!
If you have might wonder, why am I so active in social networking because I am seeking for comfort aside from Allah the greatest. And thru it, I find solace. Ang hirap ng walang kausap dito sa bahay. Thanks to those internet friends who tried to listen and comfort me. Thanks for the concern. I have really appreciate it. There also unexpected people who tried to show their concern, and I feel overwhelmed. Thanks for being thoughtful though. God bless you all.
In the name of Allah, I know these are only trials that God has bestowed upon us to test our faith. He won't give such situations like these kung hindi namin makakaya. God is so amazing. He set plans in order. I always believe in the power of prayers that's why I'll leave everything unto Him. He's the most powerful of all.
So, here. I sincerely pray. Bismillah.
Ya Allah, I know you have mercy upon us. I know you loved us, your servants, and we love you back more than ourselves. You are the controller of everything. Everything lies upon you. And I sincerely ask to take care of my sister and may she get well soon. I hope this is not too much. I hope she's not into any ailments. And I promise to myself when she gets back, I'll look upon to her. Ya Allah, when my family is in pain, I am also in pain. You are the only One who knows what I feel. Ya Allah, give my parents the strength to face all of these. And I hope they're heart wouldn't be weaken. Ya Allah, I hope everything would be fine. Allahumma Ameen! :))
"Those who believe and whose hearts find rest in the remembrance of God, for in the remembrance of God do hearts find rest ". 13:28 :)))
Time really has a way of passing by. I haven't noticed that today's already Friday. Masha Allah! May this day be blessed ahead of you. Anyhow, waking up early this morning with a very hopeful heart is the only thing I could hold on to, to put some light on my face. Praying still that all is well. Hearing those beautiful words of Allah was very soul uplifting, it gives me hope. Subhanallah!
Anyhow, my family is facing trials these days. I think it all started this month when our Bunso was got into hospital because her stomach was infected by some sort of bacteria. And after her recovery, I followed. I was sick for a week before my grad. I thought I couldn't march anymore because I was really too weak that time. My fever is on and off. Thank God, I have survived and still kicking.
But then I thought that was the end of our doom days. Here comes again, when my Ama was confined Sunday early morning because he has a high fever and some disorders were found out by the doctor. No need to enumerate 'em cause it's way too depressing. Tss. I know he'll live longer. Yes, he will! In shaa Allah. And there comes a time again, in the middle of the night of Tuesday, my sister was rushed into hospital because she vomited blood. This has something to do with her lungs. And up to now, she's not yet home. I hope for her early and fast recovery. :'((
How can I even sleep well every night, lying in my couch so safe and sound, when the rest of my family is having a hard time in hospital? It really breaks my heart! And I always fell-off into tears each time my mom called because I know in their hearts, they're trying to be emotionally strong. Tsksk. And because I am the 'ate' of this family, I am stuck here at home. Parenting my other siblings. Home is so gloomy, very sad! It's lacking of people I loved. And I can't dare to spend more a day in this house without them. Buhuu! Please come home soon. We miss you so much!
If you have might wonder, why am I so active in social networking because I am seeking for comfort aside from Allah the greatest. And thru it, I find solace. Ang hirap ng walang kausap dito sa bahay. Thanks to those internet friends who tried to listen and comfort me. Thanks for the concern. I have really appreciate it. There also unexpected people who tried to show their concern, and I feel overwhelmed. Thanks for being thoughtful though. God bless you all.
In the name of Allah, I know these are only trials that God has bestowed upon us to test our faith. He won't give such situations like these kung hindi namin makakaya. God is so amazing. He set plans in order. I always believe in the power of prayers that's why I'll leave everything unto Him. He's the most powerful of all.
So, here. I sincerely pray. Bismillah.
Ya Allah, I know you have mercy upon us. I know you loved us, your servants, and we love you back more than ourselves. You are the controller of everything. Everything lies upon you. And I sincerely ask to take care of my sister and may she get well soon. I hope this is not too much. I hope she's not into any ailments. And I promise to myself when she gets back, I'll look upon to her. Ya Allah, when my family is in pain, I am also in pain. You are the only One who knows what I feel. Ya Allah, give my parents the strength to face all of these. And I hope they're heart wouldn't be weaken. Ya Allah, I hope everything would be fine. Allahumma Ameen! :))
"Those who believe and whose hearts find rest in the remembrance of God, for in the remembrance of God do hearts find rest ". 13:28 :)))
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